Wednesday, September 29, 2004
*sigh* i know this is unhealthy but somehow my hate list grows and grows!theres like mosquito and mr walsh-alter-ego and mrs bumiputera and encik kacang and mr bean and rat face and mr ahem-ahem and mr noisy-in-class and mr flirt...*names changed to protect the certain people*
i get so uptight in school now that...everyone says i'm grumpy.and i'm not suppose to!!i'm suppose to banish that grumpiness!i gotta be happy like happy the dwarf!currently this week i only manage to achieve the dwarf part...*damn*
the debates really getting to me but i cant help it!somehow i have that need in me to prove my point and so the debate gets heated and personal...fire erupts and i get so mad that i wanna throw the chairs at someone...thats why i think i cant be a debater...i'll rather just be behind the scenes and do the work rather being in the limelight...i'm not exactly mr popular anyway..
today somehting weird happened...someone *unnamed* left a lil personal msg in my handphone...i dont know if it was intentional or not but its sounded good.i saved it in my drafts =P hope that its a lil start or..something*yea i'm desperate*sad huh.
{/7:59 pm}
Signed by Yours Truly.
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