Wednesday, November 24, 2004
my past few entries have been rather depressing no?sigh..well ok here we go again..why the depressing title?well see its like this....somehow i have a very uneasy feeling that i seem to be drifting away from my bunch of pals.people dont use to call me by my nickname,they disappear and i'm like alone,i dont get ruffles on the hair anymore and...theres like...feeling that i'm so afraid of...like losing them.i mean everytime i look up i dont see them, i crane my neck and turn around every like 5 minutes and i still dont see them and i'm like...where did they go...*sob*mayb its just me isolating myself...but..i try hard!..i just have a bad feeling about everything.
dear blog i suppose you're the only one i can talk to...kinda embaressing talking to others bout it no?it seems like my readers are dwinddling...hahahaha cant really blame them, me coming out with silly stuff like this,but i need some outlet to release this and so since i was online....i turned to you.well..thanks for absorbing all my moodiness and stuff i'm just feeling really down now i need a shoulder to cry to...and a hug.oh sarah i wish you were here now i need someone to talk to and spill everything to and everything.boohoo.
{/7:16 pm}
Signed by Yours Truly.
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