Saturday, December 18, 2004
this entry is dedicated to sarah quek me bestest friend who has stuck by me through thick and thin and probably the only person i can confide to without thinking twice.she has taugh me how to laugh, to enjoy and to have fun..brought out the yow keat in that grumpy old dwarf shell..and more importantly..taught me how to dance!
sarah i dont know if u would see this or read this cuz i know u hardly read blogs but i wanna tell you how much i appreciate everything from you.that someone up there is cruel and in ur last few days here, he has somehow forbid me to see you..besides in time square that is but even that was like...so...brief.
its not like i wouldnt see you ever again but you leaving to australia marks the start of ur stay there over a span of say 4 to 5 years and you will only spend like 30% of your time here.i do not have confirmation on when i would be going down to australia..thus i cannot phantom on how sorely missed you would be to me.i will miss your laugher your consoling and ur sweet hugs and so many things that i just cant put down in black and white.
today i leave for sri lanka and whilst i'm on the plane you would be dancing your shoes away in that party of yours that i had missed.trust sme i have tried EVERYthing to stay back and not go there but as i said...some things just dont go my way.sad huh.
i dont really know how i would react to ur leaving as i have never cried before at someones departure to another country especially one that close.but everytime i think of it its like....i am on the verge of tearing but ..it just doesnt come out.like...in sunway p.oh sarah theres so many things i can say now but that is simply just it.i have too many things to say.now thinking of it...yea i feel like crying again.i mean..who am i to turn too now?emailing, yes but its just not the same dont you think?
i cant even think of a poem for you.i still have the old one though wanna hear it again?
to australia you leave 2moro,
leaving me here ..
oh nevermind i dont want my keyboard to get flooded.
miss you and love you sarah and take care...till goodness knows when we'll meet again...
yow keat.
{/9:43 am}
Signed by Yours Truly.
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